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A raw, poetic, coming-of-age “masterwork” (The New York Times) about Blackness, masculinity and addiction

“Punch Me Up to the Gods obliterates what we thought were the limitations of not just the American memoir, but the possibilities of the American paragraph. I’m not sure a book has ever had me sobbing, punching the air, dying of laughter, and needing to write as much as Brian Broome’s staggering debut. This sh*t is special.”

—Kiese Laymon, New York Times bestselling author of Heavy

“Punch Me Up to the Gods is some of the finest writing I have ever encountered and one of the most electrifying, powerful, simply spectacular memoirs I—or you—have ever read. And you will read it; you must read it. It contains everything we all crave so deeply: truth, soul, brilliance, grace. It is a masterpiece of a memoir and Brian Broome should win the Pulitzer Prize for writing it. I am in absolute awe and you will be, too.”

—Augusten Burroughs, New York Times bestselling author of Running with Scissors

Punch Me Up to the Gods introduces a powerful new talent in Brian Broome, whose early years growing up in Ohio as a dark-skinned Black boy harboring crushes on other boys propel forward this gorgeous, aching, and unforgettable debut. Brian’s recounting of his experiences—in all their cringe-worthy, hilarious, and heartbreaking glory—reveal a perpetual outsider awkwardly squirming to find his way in. Indiscriminate sex and escalating drug use help to soothe his hurt, young psyche, usually to uproarious and devastating effect. A no-nonsense mother and broken father play crucial roles in our misfit’s origin story. But it is Brian’s voice in the retelling that shows the true depth of vulnerability for young Black boys that is often quietly near to bursting at the seams.

Cleverly framed around Gwendolyn Brooks’s poem “We Real Cool,” the iconic and loving ode to Black boyhood, Punch Me Up to the Gods is at once playful, poignant, and wholly original. Broome’s writing brims with swagger and sensitivity, bringing an exquisite and fresh voice to ongoing cultural conversations about Blackness in America.

This award-winning collection of essays unflinchingly explores:

A Difficult Father-Son Relationship: The powerful, painful, and defining relationship with a father who meets his son’s vulnerability with fists and confusion. Growing Up Black and Gay: Navigating the crushing expectations of boyhood in a world that has no place for a dark-skinned, sensitive boy who loves other boys. Poetic, Unflinching Prose: A raw, lyrical, and darkly witty voice that recalls masters like James Baldwin and Kiese Laymon, capturing the terror and beauty of a life. A Unique Literary Structure: A narrative cleverly framed around Gwendolyn Brooks’s iconic poem “We Real Cool,” giving shape to the chaos of becoming. The Realities of Addiction: A candid look at the indiscriminate sex and escalating drug use employed to soothe the deep hurts of a young psyche.

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